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*Feelings^

2009-12-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Guess I am more or less should know my status much better now... Dunnoe if I like the clubbing feelings still or not.... I like it when I am enjoying myself on the dance floor.... Where there are ppl to look after me... But guess most of the time I am looking out for my frens... Preventing them from getting advantage... Cant imagine that I kissed with Fel lox... OMG!! But guess it is nice... Rather kiss with someone I dunnoe rite... Hahaz~ Oopx!!! Erm thks to the person who kinda look after me for that awhile... But I know these are all temporary... Not always... The things that I dun like is the hangover.... Slept for 12 hrs and still getting headache...... No appetite....

Had a dream abt someone using a glass bottle and hit my head... It bleed and the policeman actually say that it is not serious therefore cannot charge that person... I was lk........ Argh~ But luckily it is a dream.....

Tml will be another day ...... Work then go for birthday party at mind's cafe.... Monday will be a new week as well.... Looking forward to my batam trip with my sec frens..... Yeappy~ So no more clubs for the rest of 3 weekends.... Time for my liver to rest for a bit...

~1/2 day at AH!~

2009-11-16T18:55:00.007+08:00

Ytd... My 1st attempt to work Wsun... (12pm to 8pm shift).... Hmm Minna said that I am her lucky charm... Cos work load is very little... Yup... Basically doing our own stuffs and chit chat with one another... Minna said it is nt usual to be lk this... Hopefully my 25th Dec (Christmas) will be still the same.... Will celebrate with Ah Yi at AH pharmacy... Sob... Meaning no party on the 24th alrd... :( But yup it is quite the same as Wpm *sat (3.30pm-8pm) jux that the working hours are longer... But will get a half day off on weekday or weekend... Depends on the roster... Yup so I got half day today... But it is kinda waste my trip cos it takes me 3 hours to and fro from my place to AH... Den work 4.5hrs only... total 7.5hr of my day gone~

Get to have a nice lunch with 2 uncles (Ray and Wilson), Ah Yi at... ...

The food uncle wilson ordered... ... ($20) *comes with a set...

This is wad I ordered...

It comes with a Set... $14.... TaDa~

Worth~ Thks uncle wilson for absorbing the GST and S.C...

*Miss eating lunch with them... Rmb when I am still in AH, I got lunch kaki... But now... Gotta eat lunch along in the small little office in JMC...

~Mixture~

2009-11-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

Jux too much to say and dunnoe where to start... Too many thing going on in my head and yup~ Perhaps slping may jux help~ Good night ppl...

Fun, Funs, Funss~

2009-11-02T20:38:00.003+08:00

Jg's 21st birthday party is really a good gathering with my poly frens... Qing ge ge, Yi Kai, Shaun Tan, Sueann, Fel, Mel, Sherline, Jonathan, Rendall, Justin.. My FYP team-mate Jie Ying too... Some of them really is a very good catch up with them... Well since it is a party, so some of us are drunk... Especially Fel... First to get drunk... Thanks to Yi Kai's rule on cannot speak english words during the game... I specially play english songs so that Ann sings it... And indeed she sang almost all the songs that she likes... Just 1 round of game, we finished 1 bottle... Yup, after tat, we play true or dare... Haha... Tt's most interesting game ever due to our dares are very unique.... Thereafter, 3 guys left but the night continue... We chatted and after awhile we fell aslp.... This time round i did nt drink alot so am nt drunk...

Relative's bd was alright... Drove my family members there and back... Learnt a new game... Will apply on Yi Kai's bd party... Woot~ So ppl, come prepared alright~

Went Ting Ting's place with JJ on Sat night for mahjiong and chatting... Long time didnt meet up with them alrd... Yup, spent a night at her place with JJ... Li Cheng is suppose to meet up but in the end he gt sth on so couldnt make it... Anyway he will be treating since he ps us...

Made myself a new spec ytd... Transition lens @ $190.... Will get it next Sat....

So this week's schedule will be Wed piano, Thurs full body massage + scrub, Fri and Sat back to work... Well Sun will see who free to go out bahx!~ Guess this should be enough to occupy my whole week alrd...

Looking forward...
- to a M'sia trip with my sec frens
- next yr will be Hokkaido trip... Hopefully will be able to go... *ice breaking cruise...*

Yup~ tt's abt it...

~It's been a long time~

2009-10-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

Well it's been gg to be 3 weeks since I last blogged.. Well these 3 weeks... Let me see where to start....

-Well had some K session with Jonathan and Ann...
-Zirca to support Su Ming for Mister Spore...
-Had my new internet plan and got myself a new phone... "Omnia II"
-Went DBL O with Ann, Nat, Yati... *Thks gals... Really got high and fun all night*

This coming week will be ... ...

-Jun Guang's bd party on Sat...
-Work on Sun morn... Afternoon another bd party (family member)...

Been slping quite late even though I lie on my bed quite early... Yup worried abt alot of things... Really hope that everything will be jux fine~ These few days been slping after my lunch break but will tend to kinda went into a sudden nightmare and woke up suddenly... I feel so so scare at that point of time... What really happen??? I dunnoe~~ Haix~~

I am missing him... Almost every sec still... I try very hard to keep myself occupied and go on with my life... But I still cant... Look at the photos that we took recalls all the memories I had with him... Whenever it comes to Thurs, I will jux bring myself to hope that you are here again... But i see no-one and soon it is time to go hm... But yea, will keep telling myself to go on.... Frens isnt a bad option as well perhaps... Ppl are getting busier with their life... Gotta occupy urself as no-one will be here for u anymore...

Jia You Sophia Neo~ You are sunshine to everyone... Brighten up ur life so u can brighten others as well...
JIA YOU, JIA YOU, JIA YOU!!!

how sweet can older couple be?

2009-10-05T18:47:00.002+08:00

When dispensing today, there is the old couple came to collect med... So my usual question will be "can i verify ur I/C number pls". The old lady actually say "i forget my i/c number but i can show u". So she start to dig for her i/c.. Immediately the old man said out her i/c number... And it is correct... Haha maybe it may be normal for husband to rmb wife's i/c number... But at the moment of him reading out the i/c number, i suddenly got the "wow" feeling~ the old lady actually reply me... "haha i dun even rmb my i/c number but he do"... Isnt it sweet when this is heard?? This old couple almost made me cry...

Well sweet stuff's over... Today lots of patient as usually... Quite alot of FONs... But well it is also over... As usual, my breakfast was bread with milo... Ate from 8:30am to 10:55am... Until Yuniz actually ask me to finish my breakfast... See how busy i am~ But also becos i got no appetite to eat at all... Lunch didnt get to finish as well... Jux forcing myself to swallow everything... Dinner was nth... Jux forced by mummy to eat 6 nuggets...

Chalet's over alrd... Had fun and sadness... But well this is jux part of my life that i need to walk through... So ppl... Once again I'M SINGLE!!! Sad to say my r/s now is getting shorter and shorter each time alrd... But well, life still goes on... So since ppl are gg on well without a partner, why cant I?? But yea~ back to my clubbing life... Drinking, getting crazy~, having funs with my gals... So yea anybody interested in gg club this sat tag me alright~ It's time to let down my hair once again~

How well do u know this gal??

2009-09-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

This gal is someone u said that u wan her to be in ur life... ....

But how come this gal actually dun feel that she is part of u in your life??

Really hope that this gal will not be taken for gruanteed that she is supposed to be lk that even though she is trying her best~~ *even though this gal didnt actually wan it to be this way*

Sometimes, this gal wish to be this guy's fren... Becos this guy's frens stand in a more impt place in his heart....

This gal actually needs accompany too after sacrificed so much of their time tgt...

But dun wish to force this guy to accompany cos maybe in his heart this guy doesnt really wanna accompany her but his frens instead....

This gal is in a STORMY state~~

Anybody there to help???

This gal really dunnoe what to do anymore~~

Should she choose to be ALONE??

SOB SOB!!!

~Alot Alot~

2009-09-21T14:09:00.002+08:00

Lots and Lots to post this time... Dunnoe where to start... Wonder if I've forgotten any event or not...

If I'm not wrong, will be yellow ribbon run... Haha yup so long nv really have a gd run liaoz~ However my chui show spoilt after running for 2km... So no choice gotta walk a little, run a little... Luckily got my 2 darlings to accompany... Sry to drag them along with me... But well we had a nice chat while walking~ Hahaz~ After the run went to expo to eat... Den head to dear's place to slack a while den head to make my hair.... Haha... As mentioned by Xue Jing, yea, i did my hair... Dyed and rebonded... Thks thks...

Next coming up will be Sentosa trip with my 2 darlings, Royston and Gyeon... Tt day really didnt have any plans... But yea jux catching up with them... Havent met Royston for more than a years... This shows that how busy we are and also time really flies... Yeap played frisbie, went to the water, and talk talk... As usual, the time jux goes off so fast... We went to wash up and went for lunch... Piggy in the end didnt join us... Well this shall not mention anymore... I believe that if u wanna share with us u will... But really hoping that we got no *mi4 mi4* between us... Yup after that will be my hospital Dinner and Dance.... Haha... it's my first time going after almost 2 yrs working at Alexandra Hospital..... I got the 51st prize of the lucky draw... Tangs $100 voucher... Yeappy~ Can use that to buy my new year clothing...

Yup nth much after these events.... So yup for now is work work and work... My new schedule is out... Got PT shift work alrd... lk Sun 12pm -8pm, PH 12pm -8pm, Lots of funny slot but yup tt's the life of a PT... ">" But I believe it will let me be more independent and learn even more...

My little corner:
Am i a person who is very difficult to pleased?? I know u are trying very hard to make things work the beestt~~ But yup in my position, jux feeling that I am knowing less and less things from u and kinda not updated with ur stuffs anymore... Am I wrong to feel this way?? You are saying that these days u are hard to please everyone... I can feel that u are stress so yup I shall not push u anymore on updating me on ur stuffs anymore... Jux let u be... I dun wan u to feel so stress when u are with me u know~ I wan a r/s with the natural love and care and stuffs.... Ytd dreamt abt we breaking up before the chalet which is coming up in 2 weeks time... And I woke up with a drop of tears... Slept back and dreamt my sec bf actually want me back and yup I am so not happy in that r/s... U came to the chalet as usual and when u look at me, it is a different kind of feelings... Sob~ why am i dreaming all these?? Are we wrong being tgt?? I know i shouldnt think this way.... So I really hope that this r/s of mine will last.....

1st post in Sept~

2009-09-01T19:58:00.003+08:00

Sick Sick Sick~ Already sick for a week liaox~ Still haven recover... So MC need to be taken to really have a gd rest at hm... Feeling much better after a full dose or med... Cos the problem is when work, busy, so cant get the full dose of medicine... Yup~ This month really not my month... Sick twice alrd... One is conjuntivitis, two is URTI.... Gotta take more Vitamins.... *multivitamin*

Dear's 2 besties are overseas alrd... Yup~ Hope they are getting well over there... Dear is also stress about his school work... Yup... Though we have much lesser time tgt, I will always be by his side mentally~~ Jux hoping that he shares his stressness with me if possible... But this take time cos he actually is not a person who tend to share things... Yup but as long as he knows my presence will do....

Celebrated PX's belated birthday at east coast park on the 23rd Aug... Went cycling~ Thanks Yao De for the food... Nice nice... Weather is not very good when we reached the place... But i know the weather doesnt wan us to be disappointed so decided to rain after we are seated at mac for our meals... Haha... Thereafter Kailing and I went for a concert and dear went to meet his frens for dinner... Yeap~ nice songs and enjoy~ But however both of us haven taken our dinner, we went off after voting to have our meals.... After walking for so long deciding wad to eat, in the end we settle ourselves at Pastamania... I finished everything!!! Then head home...

Finally met up with Gao De, Gyeon and Luis on 29th Aug after sooo long~ Drove out to meet then at cwp and head to fetch Gaoz~ Then head to Thompson for prata and drinks then OCC to play pool... Pool is not my type so i only play for a game and i jux stood a side and watch them instead... After that Luis drove the car back to his place and then i drove back hm... It's ard 4 plus when i reach hm... Yup~ Nice seeing them... And Gaoz de got a GF~~ Woot... Feel so happy for him~ He is jux so sweet when talking to his gf.. So unlike him when talking to us...

Went to collect out race bag for the Yellow Ribbon run on Sun 30th Aug... Thereafter we went down to town for movie.. "the proposal" it is a nice and funny show indeed... Wonder when will we watch out G.I Joe... But well most impt thing is whom the person u are watching with.... After movie will be dinner and ICE cream!!! Tat goes to show also why i still haven recover... Oops~

Yups tt's about it... Shall take a rest liaoz~

I'm a Pharmacy Technician~!

2009-08-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

Yeah... The very last post is abt me having my last paper for the PT course... Today I actually got my cert alrd... Finally a Pharmacy Technician!!! Woot~Happy~

It's been quite awhile Xue Jing had left us.... I really had started missing her since she left... Even dreamt of her.... It's kinda nightmare to me cos sth bad actually happened in the dream~ I dreamt of her getting attacked by someone... And I get to know by feeling she's in trouble in my dream so I went to look for her and in the end I found her in the toilet lying down.... I was so panicked that I carried her straight to the hospital... Was crying all the way.... AH MA, hope everything is going well over there and email us soon when u settled down over there alright...

Now my bf's 2 best frens are also leaving... Yup... But longer for them cos they're going there to study their degree.... Well wish them all the best as well... Seeing people leaving Spore jux make me feel sad even though not my very close frens... Cos it is lk having lesser meet-ups, etc.... But well life still goes on~

Life is jux lk exam.... Giving standard ans are for people who doesnt know how to talk well... This then will save them from any quarrels... Jux lk:" nvm i understand, yup, okie, it's okie, sry." Standard and safest~ But even so u didnt even realise that this is actually not wad i really wanna say... It's because dun wanna further quarrels so i decide to jux end with sth that is standard... But ur reply is jux thinking that I actually really feel tt way... :(

Tt's all for tonight~ Yup!

^Tian Ji Zhou Feast^

2009-07-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

Finally today is my last test for my PT course... Yeappy... No need to "fan" abt tests alrd... Next on my list will be perhaps taking up dance class to slim down~ Last time always wanted to take up hip-hop dance (tgt with Sueann) but in the end didnt cos there are alot of things I'm doing... E.g. driving test, PT course, PAPT worksheet, etc... Yup so now almost all done le so maybe I can have 2 "cca" le... Piano and hip-hop perhaps...

Thanks smelly pretty for accompanying me to my test venue and waiting for me till my test finish... But got cooking mama accompany u guess should be alright lahx... Yea so after test went for my tian ji zhou feast... Have been craving for it since last week... It's smelly pretty's first time eating this... His comment is taste lk fish and chicken... *in between* Yup~ but overall it's nice... Got smelly pretty accompanymeeat next time round le... Maybe to geylang next time if there is a transport...

Guess by now u mux have read my previous blog le...Yup wad u said is correct... I will also wanna noe every sec feeling of urs... I jux need to vent abit then reflect abit den I'malright... But I still wanna let u noe so I write it in my blog so u will get to know my feelings also... But smelly pretty I love u... *from the very very bottom of my heart*

@ work~

2009-07-21T13:36:00.002+08:00

Dunnoe why feel lk blogging my feelings again without telling you first cos I know u will see my blog anyway~ Yeap kinda sad that when I feel that you can sacrifice your dinner with ur orientation group for prawning... Yeap~ and since ur prawning didnt clash with ur dinner, you chose for dinner today... Yeap I know that we already meet almost everyday and I shouldnt ask for much... But it's ur decision on which to go makes me kinda sad... Letting me think am I jux a "spare tyre" but yeap shouldnt have think this way but maybe put urself in my shoe and see if this feeling may come or not~ Yeap eating my cup noodles now... No appetite... Didnt even finish my breakfast... Perhaps some seaweed may help bahx~

*Jia You Sophia*
To be more independent

Updates are here~

2009-07-20T22:14:00.004+08:00

Here comes my update for the weeks~

Bintan Trip
It's been a long time since I go on leave... This 4 days of resting really make me feel lk staying there and play even more... Dun really feel lk going back to work... But no work=no $$=no play... Yeah so dragged myself to work on Fri... Yeah~ Got myself tanned again... Haha and ended up patients mistaken me as a Malay gal... But nvm I got mistaken before when I'm tanned years ago... This trip consists of impt people... For me, will be my smelly pretty and for HIM, will be his 2 best frens who are leaving him to oversea to study... Yup, so this is the time they really relax and enjoy~

Movies
Catched movies with my smelly pretty too~ Yeap "Transformers" after so many weeks of delayed due to quarantine, trip and so for~ It's nice~!! "Harry Potter" well, for this maybe u mux feel dragged to this movie... Sorry~ Next time will ask my other friends to accompany me instead bahx... Yeap~

As for today~
After work went home cos smelly pretty went prawning with his frens... Cant go cos it's at night and next day still gotta work... Yeap so went home to do some of my worksheets and slack abit here and there... Smelly pretty caught a total of 7 prawns and tie with Zou Yi... Recalling in Bintan, we caught the most fish.... Yeap, going to start on my money saver plan whereby I bought some biscuits, milo, crackers few days ago and now I'm going to have them for my next few days / weeks as lunch or breakfast... Eating at JMC is really jux too expensive except for some stall I can get cheap breakfast...

Alright gonna end here and slp~ Tml still gotta wake up early to prepare my breakfast and bring to JMC to eat before my work start~ Nightx ppl...

Will tml be a brand new day??

2009-07-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

After all the unhappiness that I'm having, tml will be the start of our Bintan trip for 4 days... Wondering how will it be lk.... Cold towards each other or will we be able to enjoy the trip well? ? Can I hope? ? I'm afraid becos I'm scare of disappointment... Yea~ Anyway, I really hope it will be a nice memory for the both of us and he and his 2 best frens before they go oversea to study... Again even jux now u called, it is also another talk for the trip and nth else thus again I decide to hang up... Really somehow though I really wanna chat with u as we alrd nv meet for so long becos of ur quarantine, but i somehow rather not chat with u... Yea maybe when u see this u might be hurt but if u think of it am i wrong???? Jux recall alright~ Yup so u are now playing game as wad I told u to... Haix~ Dunnoe how I'll react when i meet u tml for the trip... I feel that I will be cold towards u bahx.... Yup~ I hope not.... E feeling is lk yea though we are tgt, I jux feel that we are normal frens talking and updating only... Tt's all... Ya...

Why izzit that whenever i feel lousy i will jux wanna post??

2009-07-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

Dunnoe... Jux wanna say it out in my blog when I'm feeling lousy... Izzit because I cant jux say it out to someone or I dont wanna start a quarrel or jux keep it inside me?? Even I'd say I wanna slp and hang up first straight away, u seems alright with it and a msg of good night and slp tight k... see u in dreamland.... Without feeling that I am sad or wad... Nvm... Perhaps it some days where me this type of gal PMSing bahx... I hang up so fast and not in the mood to talk is because I jux feel that no matter what we talk about, there are bound to have things to be said back... Perhaps this trip makes u very stressed up... If this is so I rather not go so that u will not be stressed up and cause us to be so fed up... Even now the trip thingy is settled, ya kinda u sure got something to talk back to me on whatever i said and comment on it... Hope u know how am i feeling but well, nvm... If talking is jux a mux becos u promised, and not because we can chat nicely and catch up with things den well dun chat... Cos it will only make things worst... Our calls are lk to jux pass messages that supposed to pass and tt's it... Nth else... Or maybe this is the purpose of calls bahx... Well shant talk much abt it and slp... Staying up wont expect any nice calls anyway....

Dragged to slp and dragged to dream...~

~I Give Up~

2009-05-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

Really giving up alrd... Argh~ No point only me... I need u too... But it seems that jux becos u say respecting my decision and tt's it... U dun ask anymore... Well fine... I surrender... Surrender in the r/s.... Maybe I'm jux unable to handle it well at all...

Why izzit always non-stop??? Izzit me?? I dunnoe... Really dunnoe... Can someone jux give me advice??? Really dunnoe how to explain to myself and answer to this r/s...

I wanna be in but it is forcing me to go out....

I dunnoe what type of Rx should it be tagged as now...

~new email add~

2009-05-18T22:10:00.007+08:00

This will be my new e-mail address: sophia_1987@live.com

Because i dunnoe how come my old email add had been kinda hacked~
Last time, my frens always tell me that i online and they talked to me but i didnt reply them... Yea my 2nd sis also said so when knowing that i am not at working, she saw me online... And told me that i my msn got hacked by others... I didnt really care becos i can still sign in.... But now totally cant alrd... So gotta create a new one... Yeap so ppl i dun have any contact so u guys gotta add me instead... So sry for the trouble....

M'sia Trip with A.H pharmacy tml....

2009-05-16T22:05:00.004+08:00

Yea, there will be a trip tml to m'sia tml with my pharmacy friends... Includes the pharmacist, pharmacy technicians, pharmacy assistant, buyer, retail, temp staff.... Yeah... Guess the most recent trip i went is also m'sia > Genting with 2 of my PAs + fren... Yea and was lk last year 8th Aug... Tml will be a 1 day trip... Meeting at 7am Kranji Station... Woot... Looking forward to tml... Haha...

I'll take this chance to also say sry to some ppl... Kailing, sry that i kinda give u bad mood attitude ytd... Yea guess by now u know why... Yea I"M SRY k... Hope u'll forgive me... I know and u will always be my bestie k even though ya we seldom lk talk secrets now alrd... But really hope i can lk share ur sadness or hardness... But even u don't well i will try my best to understand u alright... I'm sry, if i kinda hurt u in any ways.... *HUGX*
To smelly pretty: I'm also sry for wad i had done to u in any way lk hurt u... Well, ya even i said out, and at last u know why am i sad abt u also didnt talk to me wad... Of course i continue to be sad lahx... Erm okie i will say wadever feelings that i had to u and will nt dun talk to u first alright... But ya sad wad so wad i need is actually a simple hugx and maybe some hoax?? Or is this too much?? U noe by hugging, there is also a transfer to love that i feel everytime... It's nice u noe... I dunnoe whether u feel it but i felt everytime... Even a small little pat on the head jux now... I feel that I'm really loved by u... Jux this will do.... Yea.... But ya smelly pretty u are still my smelly pretty... Hugs...^*^

15++ km...... Woosh~

2009-05-05T17:52:00.002+08:00

May Day jux ended with a nice exercise and ended up butt pain for 2 days i guess... Haha.. Went for cycling at ECP... Reached at ard 3pm i guess... Rented a bike for 4hrs with jux $10~~ Haha~ Actually should be 12 bucks but think the guy see me pretty la huh so charge me cheaper... *smelly pretty~~ Anyway cycled from the middle of ECP to the start of changi park... On the way aeroplane fly and yea indeed remind of the first time i took a plane... So long ago and that wad the only once i had board a plane until now... Realised that Singapore airline's plane is the loudest when taking off... Haha maybe next time u ppl can passby and listen... Yea when reached Changi park, my butt is alrd hurting... But ya it's *paused* okie de.... Hee got the effect right~ So ride back after resting for awhile... By the time we reached, stomach are hungry and we ate burger king... This time round, i managed to finished my food without wny help.... After dinner, star-gazing, home sweet home... Slept on my way home as i'm really very tired...

Next day, Sat work as usual and then movie~ "X-men"... And yea the movie was nice but the ending abit incomplete but well movies always ended such... Well dinner home cook but overnight bee hoon... I jux lk the bee hoon that my big aunt cook... She jux know that we children lk wad kind of bee hoon... The not too dry and not too wet de bee hoon... Mummy bought satay from chong pang since uncle left his car with us... Yummy~~

Sunday will be my doing homework day!!! Haha hardworking deh~ But fell aslp ard midnoon cos the words are jux tooooo small which make my eyes become smaller too after reading for awhile... Yea.... But managed to complete the things that i set aside for myself....

Yea Monday work and now Tue.... Haha... After this blog going to do my homework alrd... Haha~~
Here comes the hardworking gal again... OOPs.... Way to go~~~

Lots Lots....

2009-04-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today attended a "hassel-free hospital" course by my hospital... Find the course is useful but however, doing improvement isnt tt easy sometime... We need to really maintain that standadization is also not easy... Most imptly will be the time to do and impliment the "kaizen" (changes)... Work is alrd so so busy and ya only after work (tired)... Reach hm jux dun wish to think abt work.... But really though if i am a patient i will also want the staffs to eliminate all "muda" (waste)... How to satisfy everyone??

K dun be too stress!!! Let talk abt the tea-break in between the course alright... Haha... Nice toasted break with mushroom in melted cheese... So i decided to make that for breakfast tml... Dunnoe how it will turn out to be lk...

Anyway went to paino lesson after work... Ya improved my previous piece but so now familar with the notes and how it has to be lk... Now gotta be faster as it is a quick piece of music... Also learnt another new piece which is a "playful" piece... In the process quite difficult still but will practice more... Finally got home at ard 9++PM to have my dinner... Hungry.... So ya all are nice to me.. Especially the soup.... OMG~~ Yummilicous~~ *Slurp Slurp*

Alright den gotta slp early to prepare my delicious breakfast....

Nightx....

i'm back

2009-04-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey Ppl...

Miss my post so much and guess no one visits my blog for very long le.. Haha... So ya SURPRISED!! n WELCOME to my blog once again... Life has been the same for me except for some little changes in my life... Work, Classes, Tests, Go Home, Eat, Rest, Slp then everything repeats... Oh ya for some ppl out there, I passed my driving test.. Got a licence now... Yeppy...

Okie so talk abt my today's programme, finally i gotta have a whole sat free after so long.... Gotta drive today using my uncle's car... Obviously got someone to guide me along... Yea I had a good experience out there on the road... Hope the drivers out there dun "hate" me k... "P" plate mahx will make some mistake in the beginning... Let me practice more and I will be as "zai" as u guys le hor... Dun play play...

For dinner, went to "Aston's" at Cathay... Reached at 5:45pm and know wad..... There are alrd very long queues.... Oh my godness!!! But ya not very hungry still okie... So by the time got a seat, I'm hungry... It's my first time there... The food is cheap and nice... If i'm not wrong my plate of teriyaki chicken+fries+salad+ice lemon tea will be at most 12 bucks or less?? Yeap but though hungry i still cant finish my food... So ya somebody settled for me... *need to loose weight vs need to gain weight* Haha...

Tml working again... Yea so ppl tt's all...

Will blog more often alrd... Haha... Life is getting more interesting....

*Jux tt particular spot which will let me see the brightest and biggest star ever*

^_My Bird Park Trip_^

2008-04-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

Miss my post ba ppl~!

Sry for the long time not posting~~
Getting used to working life and also tired everytime i get back also also when i see there are lots to update, i am SIANX alrd...
So sry abt it~
Since today got a little time, will blog abt my bird park trip and share with u guys a little memories of ur childhood if u guys forgotten whether u guys went before...

On the way there ... ... ...
Excited!!!

In this room which is dark are the night owls.... They are so damm beautiful and also wow! an eye opener for me... Becos it is dark and also not to hurt their eye sight, i did not on flash light tt's why cant really take clear pic of them... But well using my own eye is alrd very good...
*well some inconsiderate ppl still on their flash light*

Thereafter, we head for the bird show... Haha we really look lk a kid who nv went bird park before... Enjoyed the show and also the birds are wonderful!!!

We went to feed the birds and also went to hear the trainer talk abt the lifestyle of the birds... They are really special and also has their own style of living... This particular hornbill actually did not get attracted by other hornbills when they are put tgt... This hornbill actually rejected all the male hornbills... Too fussy liaoz sia... Also when they are laying their eggs, the mother will actually be inside the trunk with the egg until it hatches... Whereas the father will be responsible to look for food for the mother and the baby hornbill... Guess how the mother hornbill shit?? The hollow tree trunk will actually have a tiny hole for the transportation of food as well as for the mother to shit... The mother will actually stood near the hole and shit from the hole... From the shit, the zoo keeper is able to tell whether the mother inside is healthy or sick whereby if the shit doesnt fly far, it mean there is sth wrong with the mother... If this is so, the doc from the zoo will add med to the food where the daddy bring it to feed the mother.... When the baby hornbill hatched, the mother will feed the baby until it is ready to go get food itself... How the baby shit will the the baby who still doesnt noe the way to shit will anyhow shit in the trunk but the mother will pick up the shit and pass to the daddy to drop it elsewhere... U guys will think wad will happen to the egg shell rite... The mum will either feed the baby with some egg shell, see if the daddy wan to eat the egg shell... The rest of the egg shell will be thrown far away from the trunk so as not to let other know that this place is being used...
Interesting isnt it??!! Haha~~

Alright enough of education... Photo taking session is impt so to leave myself a good memories at the bird park....
So sit back and relax and view some of the nice photo taken....

Annual Dinner 2008

2008-03-09T17:22:00.011+08:00

#The Last Dinner With Them @ Marriott Hotel#

Ytd 8/3/2008 was the last dinner I will be having tgt with my In- Charge, Doctors, Staffs from other clinic e.g. Tanpines 24hr & Punggol Family Clinic...

Its Woman's Day!! Hahax~ Still rmb that there's one yr when woman board the bus, there will be an angel giving out "pads" to every woman on board... But looks lk this yr dun have or izzit i dint come across that bus??!!

Anyway come back to my annual dinner...

My boss Dr. Aw, got 3 branches of clinic named Admiralty Family Clinic, Tampines 24hrs & Punggol Family Clinic... He will organise annual dinner for all his staffs to sit down and relax after a yr of hectic work at the clinic.... This yr is actually special, becos usually the Tampines gals wont join us and work for Admiralty and our Dr. Aw will rearrange another dinner for them because 24hrs clinic cannot close due to some regulations. If they wanna close lk half a day, they will need to obtain a licence.... So this special year, our Dr. Aw actually take the effort to get the licence to close for half a day... So 3 clinics only operates half a day.... First time 3 clinics de staffs are able to gather....

We had buffet... There are damm lots of food, desserts, drinks, snacks, etc.... Cant name them all... Dint take the pic of foods cos we are too hungry to take photos... Only took the desserts and some after food de photos.... Below will be all the interesting photos...

After dinner will be pub!!! But 1 big group split into 2 becos punggol side actually got their own programme KTV~ However some of us doesnt wanna sing and wan to listen to songs instead....

So i suggested pub.... No need admission fee, wanna go anytime also can.... Cos some of us still needa work the next morn... KTV session ends at 2am somemore... Ya so I actually called Bee Lye if there is any pub with live band... And she suggested Indo Chine.... Yea! So we went there!!! In-Charge and Resident Doctor went with us...

So here are some of the photos to enjoy~

HaHauPs

2008-03-06T09:23:00.007+08:00

No idea why I put this as my tittle... Perhaps due to my long time nv blog abit paiseh bahx... Well gotta thks Sue or else I will not post at such early hours too... Yea~ She's late for the meeting up in sch for the buying of our "robe" for our graduation ceremony... But nvm, take this time to blog abit here and there... Hopefully can blog finish bahx...

So Let's Get It Started!!

Last few weeks were like normal, work, work and work... To save $$ for my transport fee when I start work at Alexandra Hosp next week... Went to do my medical check-up on the 25th Feb... Got blue-black at the punctured part cos my vein too small deh~ Haiz~ really gotta exercise more to make my vein bigger sia... Den do all the paper work and also getting of my uniform... Haha will post a pic of myself in the uniform soon after i start work~ Dun be shocked yea~ I look cute in it!!! Oops~~

Next Programme will be Bee Lye's Birthday celebration at MOS!!
But this time round we all lk abit no mood to club perhaps due to the music bahx so we are lk kept moving here and there to see where suits our mood better... So in the end we still lk Studio 54!!! Hmm got last NR bus to Sue's place there... Hmm ya the later part shall not post ya~~ Heex... I noe, U noe can liaoz~ It's Complicated!!

Latest event will be Wala Wala!! The 2nd batch of the Band is nice~~ I lk the Singing guy... Heex... Had Lychee Martini for myself and it's nice when drink it cold but when it it not cold it is kinda abit strong.. We ate finger food more than drinking bahx... As usual, Sue was red but nt drunk... Shilei was another one who is red.. Hahax Sue gt accompany already~~ Headed hm at 11 plus!! Mummy was shocked to see me back hm cos she thought I will be staying at my fren's place... Well anyway guess this will be my last night life already bahx.. Cos gonna start work already...

Alright some pic that we took at Wala Wala

Next Coming Up Will Be Some Interesting Photos To enjoy~

We know that our dearest Sueann likes to kept taking pictures of ppl with unglam pose so I have some with me to let u guys enjoy~ So ppl if u guys have unglam pose of Sue and wish to share dun mind alright~~ Sue chill out k~~ Dun angry hor!!!

Alright~ Tat's All For today~

~A Long Update~

2008-02-19T16:40:00.010+08:00

Wow~~~ Too many to update till I dunnoe to start from where sia~~ Somemore i do not have alot of pic to upload as my laptop has jux been sent for repair.... Also due to work... Making me damm tired to update...
Okie... U ppl will surely say "lazy den say lahz... give so much excuse for wad..."
Haha so I shall update abit here and there to cover my excuses... *Bleah*

So jux update recent event bahz..... Will be V-Day!!! This yr will be a special day for me... Becos i celebrate with a group of gals.... Including Bee Lye, Bee Lye's sis, Mich, Angelis, Shilei, Shi ni, etc... Too bad Sue is not with us... She meet her long lost fren i think... Sry still cant rmb all the names... We went Geylang for DIM SUM.... Its yummy~~ It's the first time i encounter a long waiting time to flag a cab... Bee's group perhaps prettier bahz.. In a glimps they are in a cab and we need to lk run across the road here and there den able to call a cab... Poor us.... When we reach geylang, we are damm hungry and hardly take any pic and we jux start eating... After our dinner, we went to Bee's place for mj and cards session..... We ended everything ard 3am... Its abit not worth it if i take a cab hm at that time so i decide to stay over at Bee's place till morn and take a bus hm... We talked till 5 plus am den we decide to take a small slp before i head hm.... However i am not able to wake up... Really too tired already... In the end i woke up at 12 plus pm... Wash up and head to the bus stop... In the end i went work at 4pm instead of 3pm... Too tired already.... Worked till 11pm...

Fri work from 3pm to 11pm....

Sat work from 8:30am to 1pm, 6pm to 10pm...

Sun work from 8am to 11pm.... (Argh!! Damm tired and also feet hurts damm lots lots)

Monday 18th Feb
Last min Sue asked if I am free to go her place for STEAMBOAT tgt with her Secondary Sch frens... And I agree to it since I got nth to do..... Yea~ Long time dint have steamboat already...
Of course sth that we will not missed...... Pictures and Lots of FUNNY ones....
So sit back and enjoy it ppl.......

Here we start our steamboat!!!

See how we squeeze Sue Pok Pok~~

Look at these 2 photos.... I am the only person who posed....

~Its Over And Done With~

2008-01-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

Well me and him are nt tgt anymore... Anyway now say also makes no different.... Cos in the end we still not tgt... He jux feels that he as a regular army will not have time for me and I am too good for him already.... Well perhaps he is feeling guilty or wad bahz... Forcing ppl to be with me is not the solution also.. So why not jux go with it and done with... It will nt spoil our r/s anyway.... Though I am really sad becos ya luving a person and break up eventually anyone also will be sad de so I guess my crying and feeling sad will be a natural one bahx.....

Really unlimited thks to shaun tan and sueann.... Thks for the console.. Sorry for the late calls..... Guess really if u guys arnt there I really think I can handle it alone lk this... Thks Thks.... Luv u guys damm alot alot.... Sisters Forever.... Erm for Shaun, well also sister lah huh.... JK,JK....

I will not disappoint u guys de.. Will live on with a Happy Sophia Forever..

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Thats all for the unhappy things.... Now comes the enjoying photo taking session with my 1 yr old de classmates~~~~

The GMP class (W56L)

Firstly presenting me and Buk.....

My team for the day~~~ Luv them all!!!

We jux luv to take photos... Haha so post it too...

We are jux full of crap... Playing game also can pose...

Our lovely class photo.... And we got lk 5min to take...
Thks ar relief faci....

Well been with this class for 1 year already... Time really passed so so fast... But say truely really enjoy the lessons with them though the problem sometimes really boring... Luckily got u guys... Which makes the class goes much more lively..... And also from this class I really feel the presence of friendship with them..... I luv u ppl~~~~ Muackz~~~~

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Today went to touch up my dye, trim abit of my hair and my fringe… Look much better after the touching up… To prepare for my new year~~~ Yea… Hong Bao coming $$$.... Oops… But lk tt do ar is $64 dollars lahz… Den I bought Shampoo(1L) for $84 for my curl hair and also conditioner(500g) for $60 which is finished within lk less than 1 month… Thks to my youngest sis… Used so dam much…. Now gotta charge them($2) everytime they wanna use it… N I am going to be the one who press for them… Or else they wont feel the pinch!!!!

??!!!WHy Why wHY??!!!

2008-01-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

This is my Blog, so i guess whatever i wanna put it in is up to me right.. No matter who are looking at this blog, it is meant to put what i am feeling....

But dunnoe i gotta be responsible.. Cos not everything can be posted... I got lots of feelings to write down and now need to rephrase until it wont be obvious.. But HOW?!!

In a r/s am i a person who ask for alot? Izzit that when i am in a r/s and the guy see me kinda "wei qiu" or cant really give me what i wan den think of leaving me? But really i dint ask for much... Cos i understand... I dint even complain.. Izzit that i dint complain den u think it is unfair to me?? Really dunnoe what i should do... U asked me to reconsider and think abt it again and again... Izzit that u are obviously think that we are not suppose to be tgt anymore?? I really cant come out with any answer yet to u... Sob~~

Perhaps that i being copycat from the drama "huan huan ai"... But i feel that it is wad i am feeling...
"every single stars that u see in the sky means how much i luv u"
"every single steps that u walked mean how much i miss u"
"when it is raining, it means that i am lonely without u by my side"

Izzit really fated that i cant be in a r/s with the person i lk cos i will put in more luv than him?
Pls someone tell me that it is not true can??

Or izzit?
"bei ai shi xin fu de"
"ai yi ge ren shi tong ku de"????

~MJ and movie session~

2008-01-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ytd skipped sch tgt with Shaun Tan and Chio Lin (Sue Pok Pok)... Very last min den the Shuan decided to go to Sueann place after lot lot of thinking whether to go anot due to the "ma-fan-ness"... But anyway went to Sue's place for mahjiong session tgt with his bf and the 3 of us... Had songs as well as jokes while playing... Den after that taking photos was the funniest of all when Shawann were lk pushing each other from the camera, falling down, etc... Thereafter saw some of the photo Sue taken when she was young from Chi dance to Sexy pose to Pri Sch to Sec Sch, etc... There are jux alot to discover... Before even able to finish looking at the photos we gotta leave... Cos meeting my kor Alvin to pass him med and shaun gotta go for his driving... So met Alvin and actually to eat dinner tgt with him but I am full cos of the crackers so see him eat lo... Den after eating I went hm... And tt's the end of the day with msn chat and waiting for call....

Today had meeting with JY's bf, my financial consultant abt my insurance and some of the saving thingy.... Hmm thereafter went brunch tgt with my mum... Yummy duck rice.... Then it is ard 1 plus alrd... So as usual on the com and look other ppl's blog first... Then surf friendster... Sue and SJ actually msn me!!! Asking me to go out but due to raining and saving $$ so dint go Starbuck drink so we intended to watch movie at www.movie6.net... Its a nice place to go when 1 is bored and not being able to catch movie at the cinema... So Me, Sueann and SJ actually watch the show JUNO tgt.... And while i was telling Sue that i cried, she replied me too!!! Haha.... After finished watching tt, Sueann ask me to watch American Pie Beta.... Hmm well, it's a nice show too ya Sue??~~~ Heex....

Anyway now really is the time to study for UT.... Gtg!!~~

Untitled

2008-01-20T13:19:00.000+08:00

Finally FYP presentation is over... Yeppy!!! But doomed... Hope grade will be good for this time round... However it is not us who is having e problem that made us doomed... Its the assessors who is the one asking stupid question that made us doomed... Refer to JY's blog bahz... Shant talk abt it anymore...

Ytd went out with him to buy present for Khow Ming... It's really a happy, and enjoyable day out with him.... Have lots of chats and ..... ya its sweet overall... Hope to have more of these stuffs... Missed~~~

Left with 2 more UTs and 2 weeks of slacking lesson and we are done with our 3 yrs of life in RP... Gonna miss alot of ppl whom has been there for me, having fun along in the class, outside, in whatever we do we had fun... Right ppl.... Hmmm u guys will be missed by me... Got time must go out tgt again and we will crap whole day alright...

Today whole day at hm and slack... Perhaps study for UTs... But currently no mood... Dunnoe how to keep my spirit up to start revsing sia... Haix~~

~UuPpDdAaTtEeSs~

2008-01-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

Kept calling ppl to update their blogs but I haven really update my stuffs.... Hee paiseh ar.. Though I am RP student who is suppose to be slacking and having most of our time free but due to laptop spoil no pic so no update... Blogs with words lk abit not nice also...

Anyway, here to update abit while my laptop is under repair...

5th & 6th Jan --> My 21st Birthday celebration at downtown.... Thks to those who comes for my bd party and also the presents that u guys gave me... Also those who helped out (hailing, grace jie jie, mummy, aunties, etc).... Luv u ppl lots lots...

7th Jan --> 1st day of sch.... After playing for 2 days, its time for study and serious work... FYP coming...... Need to practice our poster presentation, finish our meeting reports.... UT4 on the way....

8th Jan --> My actual 21st birthday... Celebrated tgt with Melissa (9th Jan, 20th Bd)... Thks GMP classmates.... Nice cake too.... Yummy~~

12th Jan --> Went to Bee Lye's (My new found fren) place for curry chicken and bee hoon... Thks to sue pok pok... Then able to know her group of secondary sch frens (Bee Lye, Shilei, Michelle, etc....) Sry ar forget ur names..... I will rmb on the way... Thks Bee Lye for the invitation... Really good to know u as a fren...

Wow~ It seems lk there are alot to updates... Haha... Paiseh ar... Play till lazy to update liao.... Oops...

Tml, 20th Jan will be our last major presentation for our final yr project... Hopefully it will turn out to be as good as our G301... Jia You to everyone for G302...

Well it's 1am now... Ltr gonna wake up at 6:40am... Really needa slp even though I am excited over tml's presentation... Nights cum morn~~~

Not blogging for a year

2008-01-03T13:15:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone~~

Surprised to see my entries?? Hahaz~ Well long time dint blog liao cos of lappy spoil den cant upload those nice photos to let u guys see... But no updates like abit weird so i come to update now....

Well new year new revolutions... Everyone has their own dream, aims, wishes this new year... So do i...

Hmm my aims for this year will be:
- Driving license.. cannot lose to fel and JG!!!
- Get at least a 3.1 for my GPA!!!
- Family and frens all healthy and happy
- Have a nice bd celebration
- !!!Cant say!!!

Well the last few weeks of 2007 had lots of fun celebrating christmas as well as counting down of new year plus Sue Pok Pok 20th bd..

Christmas went GAY pub and Counting down New Year and Sue Pok Pok 20th bd at MOS... Both I had a great time... These 2 festivals celebrated with frens... Last few years got bf... But 2007 is frens... Not bad though... Can drink drunk drunk... Hahaz~~ But got scolded by alvin kor kor... Sorry....

Couple of things i think i am allergy to or maybe cant take...
1 is milk product ----> diarrhea
2 is alcohol -----> rashes

Haiz~~ dunnoe wad's happening to my body now.. rejecting things more and more...
Nvm lahz... Die den Die lo.. Everybody's going to die anyway...

Now going to countdown my 21st birthday!! Sueann 20 jux over den i going 21st liao!! argh!!! So So old lahz... Anyway ppl grow old de.. So gotta get used to it liao~~ After 21, not long will be 30 liao.. Den old aunty already~~~ Hahaz~~

Alright.. Gotta go now... Ltr working at 3pm....

Enjoy the year of 2008!!!

Good News.... I dun need to suffer FOR THE TIME BEING....

2007-12-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

Well... My 2nd blood test for my Hep B is back!! I dont need to have my 2nd dose of my Hep B jab already *which is i am kind of have allergy to*... Yeppy... But my immune system for this hep B is still weak so i gotta check every now and then for antibodies against it.. And if i dun have any antibodies against it, meaning i will then surely need to go for my allergic testing and then see if i am able to take my hep B jab or not liao..

So again.....

SPENDING OF $$ AND PAINFUL TESTING AND DRAWING OF BLOOD!!!!

Argh~~ Hopefully i will have sponsor for my allergic testing which is the one that cost a bomb to me... If dun have then hope that i will have antibodies for hep B forever!!!

Is It normal to have this OUTcome??

2007-12-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

After breaking off no matter becos of wad kind of reason, they sure will either lose contact with me, act as stranger, dun wish to contact or just ignore me...

Of course i noe they will have their own r/s of their own after some times or maybe they just dun wan me as a fren after being their gf before bahz... Perhaps afraid that their current gf will get jealous, afraid to fall in luv back with me or maybe even meet up also got nth to say so might as well dun meet up with me....

I really dun understand why cant we just be frens? Am i so difficult to befren after a r/s with u guys? I dun see my other frens having the same problem with me at all.... They can still be frens, joke around with their ex bfs, etc... Though not that close obviously... But i dun need to be very close.. I just wan normal and natural side of us to be frens with each other...

I know perhaps this time I am unfair but I trying to be fair in this unfairness situation... I know u need time too... Really hope that as time goes by u will be able to treat me as the fren r/s that we used to have...

~~Really just wanna be frens with u back again~~

My New BlogSkin Today

2007-12-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

My New BlogSkin Today

Met up with my darling JY in school at 11:45am. Went to eat our brunch. JY ate her craving fish and chip and I ate taiwan delight (black pepper pork). Went to W54R to start our stuff for the day. Doing up the very first draft of our final report after the editing from our faci about the abstract, introduction and methods. Added in my results, conclusion, discussion, acknowledgement, references and appendix. After all these are done, JY decided to change her blog skin. And I also wanna change it. We went to look at the different blogskins. And she suggested this cute little one for me. She says it suits me alot. So I used it. Transfer everything from my previous blogskin to this new blogskin. Kinda lk it alot alot. So sad and feel abit down for JY for not being able to change her blogskin. And some of her html are gone. Perhaps due to the com or wad bahz. Hope she is able to change her blogskin and be happy again. But thanks her for aiding me while doing this blog up.

Thks JY darling~
=3

Blood Test, Blood Test & Blood Test~~

2007-11-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

Blood Test, Blood Test & Blood Test~~

Argh~~ Polyclinic called already... Given me alot of advices after dare not confirm if the substance in the job is similar anot.. But she said that mostly the substance in the vaccine are the same... So she given me alot of advices:
- try one more time taking the jab but need certify from the doctor. (mostly they will not jab cos the reaction for the second time will be worse and also the reaction time will be faster. )

- take antibody hep B test to see my memory cell did activate after my first dose of Hep B (booster jab)
+ if after blood test still show negative den i need to proceed for my second and third jab of hep B followed by a booster.

If negative which mean i need take jab, i will need to:
- go to the skin clinic to test for my allergy reaction but it may cost up to $100 plus (private booking from my GP)
After knowing what i am allergy to then go back polyclinic to see if i am able to take the jab anot.

If want cheaper the appt time will take longer and also the procedure is lk so ma fan lahz.
- need to take referal letter from my GP.
- queue at polyclinic and see the doctor and let the doc see the referal letter
- the polyclinic will book (longer time, cheaper)

Look At These Whole Process..... Will Take Up A Lot Of My Time and Also $$$$$$$

Should I GO??!!!

Hep B vaccine is impt.... I need to have the immune system or else cancer rate for my is much higher!!!!

2007-11-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

No FYP meeting today...
No School today...
I've got alot to say but i cant blog it.. I can only write in the blog which is in my heart...
I wanted ppl to know but I gotta control myself..
Haix, somehow onli me and u will noe wads happening bahz..
Its okie.. Got u stand by me will do... It's more than enough...
Hmm though there is no meeting today, still gotta prepare sth for the next meeting next wednesday..
It's been long time no shopping.. But no one to pei me leix...
Frens are busy and also i dun really lk to shop with guys.. hee.. gals are better shoppers..
Hahaz~~ got no clothes that i wanna buy in mind also..
I wanna buy cheap and nice clothes leix..
But nothing is perfect....

Babby Xiang Xiang

2007-11-15T10:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday 14th Novenber 2007 went to Cecilia's place for meeting and G302 report... Handed her these 2 and also the most important is to see the cutie cutie baby of her's (Yeo Li Xiang).... 10 days old liaoz~~ But it seems to me a 1mth old baby already... Felt so happy when i see her cos for the past 1 week, there are alot of things happening to me and i am feeling down till ytd when everything seems settled and also i get to see baby Xiang Xiang...

Here are some photos of her that i took at Cecilia's place....

Firstly will be me and Xiang Xiang

Jessica with Baby Xiang Xiang

Look baby doesnt like Jy to carry her...

baby :"I'm so uncomfortable... can mummy carry me pls??

Its Drink milk time... I'm so hungry....

Yeah~ I'm full full already... Burpp!!!

Now My cutie little eyes are closing.... Its time to slp....

Yawn~~~

Fall aslp liao le.....

Another Sleeping position of baby Xiang Xiang...

Look at the little finger of her.... Its so so small...

Comparing to ours........

We are lk having giant's hand....

After looking at these photos, wanna have a baby too?? I would lk to... But izzit a type of happy moment or is it a start of no freedom life?? Cos more time will be needed to be given to the baby rather than ourselves bahz....

Hope Everything Is Really Settled~~

2007-11-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hope Everything Is Really Settled~~

I really hope that everything now is really really settled and not coming back again... I really dun wish anyone to be hurt or any to be lost becos of me espeicially u guys de friendship... Really scare when I heard that u'll end ur brotherhood with him... But luckily everything is back to normal now... I guess frens are still the best choice... Whatever luv I have will be kept deep inside me and I will not take it up anymore...

Yes indeed being luved is good and luving others is usually the torture one... But did u ever think that the person who is being luved may be a torture to him or her??? So best is both luv each other then everything will be fine... Provided there is no other person that u luv..... Haix, anyway everything is settled and I shall not think abt it anymore...

To Harry and Derrick:

U 2 are best of the best fren... May ur brotherhood last forever.... Sorry for coming into the life of u 2 and pls forgive for wad I've done...

From:
Best fren......

Can anyone tell me where is my life directing to????

2007-11-06T14:48:00.000+08:00

Can anyone tell me where is my life directing to????

My life sux~~~ Really dint encounter this kind of thing before.... 2 luv 1..... Why this happen to me?? Both now are involved in my life but why I am lk running away and letting other helping me clear my mess?? I dare not face him(1) and dun wish to be with him(2)... Why is this kept playing with me?? I now feel that I am the one ruin the brothership of both of u guys... I shall not be forgiven at all by the 2 of u.... Argh~~~ Can I jux disappear from this world...... Hurting 2 bestfriends is so so wrong lo... I cant forgive myself... Even though I xi huan him(2) but I cant be with him now becos of him(1)...

How I wish that I can still be best frens with the 2 of them.... I dun wanna lose these 2 frens.... They are so so teng me these few that I dun bear to leave this friendship.... He(1) called me but I dun dare to answer his call... I feel so so guilty.....

Who can tell me where am I going???
Which direction???
What should I do???

2007-10-23T14:36:00.001+08:00

Name: Sophai Neo
Birth Date: 8th January
Current Status: Can I dun reveal though it is kind of obvious… But wanna keep it a secret still
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: golden brown bahz...
Righty or Lefty: right

[Layer Two: On the Inside]
Your Heritage: dunnoe wad it means…. Bleah~
Your Fear: cockroach!!!!!
Your Weakness: When I am in a relationship
Your Perfect Pizza: Pizza?? Can eat de pizza mahz?? With lots of cheese, crabmeat, ham, pineapple, hotdogs… Mainly those I like de then I add in.

[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: argh!!! Need to go sch again???
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: argh!!! Tml still got sch ar!!!!
Your Most Missed Memories: My wonderful Secondary Darlingz!!!

[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: None of them… I dun lk…….
McDonald or Burger King: McDonald cos the student meal mahz… den can tap points….
Single or Group Dates: Single when in a relationship but of course group date is also fun to go out with.
Adidas or Nike: None… Both also expensive…. NO $$$
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate. It is yummy!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino

[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: nope nope.
Curse: try not to… unless I really hate e person
Take showers: of course!!! Stupid sia this question
Have a crush: yesh.. part and parcel of life mahz….
Think you are in love: yep

[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: yea.
Gone to the mall: yea.
Been on stage: for CE talk about my FYP…..
Eaten sushi: yesh~~
Dyed your hair: yup

[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: Crazy question I dun answer de lo….
Changed who you were to fit in: what question is this again?? Aiyoyo….

[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 26

[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Color: overall dun look lk an alien can le…
Best Hair Color: brown bahzz…..
Short Hair or Long Hair: long and big curlz….

[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: argh… do this stupid tag which the sickening JG had tag me….
1 Hour Ago: talking to Harry~~ and Luis Kor Kor
4.5 Hours Ago: doing my powerpoint slidessss
1 Month Ago: I cant rmb le lahz…..
1 Year Ago: still in my relationship with Gyeon bahz…

[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: Someone who is with me know…..

[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]
1) Kailing
2) Ah Bai
3) Hazeline (2nd sis)
4) Ah bee (youngest sis)
5) Kelis (Po Hwee)

2007-10-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

Last Sat and Sun.... Our Pharmacy congress....
Woo~ It is a very meaningful but tiring days... The main purpose to go there is actually to present our poster that we had done for the pharmacy congress about my FYP project "Evaluating the accuracy rate for pharmacy technician in the unit dose drug distrubution system".... We are to stand at our poster during the break times when the professions from all around the world will look at the posters. However, during break time, me and JY actually are hungry tooo.... So we end up eating rather than standing at our poster waiting for people to walk past.... But anyway no one will walk past our poster because our poster is pasted at a very wuloowuloo place.... Too squeezy for ppl to walk past and stop and see... So we end up going there for all the talks by the professional regarding the pharmacy line. Its is kind of interesting but sometimes they uses chim chim words and we will lk dun really understand.... Overall learnt quite alot from this pharmacy congress....

Most impt thing will be the FOOD there was NICE sia~~ Yummy... But i really cant eat alot as there are jux too much breaks in between and my stomach cant digest that fast....

Nevertheless, we took PHOTOS~~~
Lets take a look at the pretty gals~~
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2007-10-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

12th Oct went to collect my blood test report:
- both my Hep A and Hep B antibodies are ZERO!!!
- resulting that i need to have these both jab.

13th Oct morn went to take my 1st dose of Hep B jab
- Hep A is common to get but Hep B better dun get cos will lead to cancer de...
- there's a burning sensation when injected the medicine into my arm..... but i still can tahan.
- went hm to make breakfast somemore for my family... especially my mum cos she say every morn she seldom see food on the table when she wakes up.... So mummy, hope u enjoyed my breakfast made by me...
- went to do on my PP poster thingy... its 3/4 done already... left with reflection and also resources to put in the poster.
- at ard 2:30pm went down to wisma to go collect my W580I together with my youngest sis... But in the end, the person said that he called me saying that my phone will nt be ready by today but my 2nd sis actually dint receive any calls from them... then i looked at the collection paper... Its the WRONG number that they typed.... haiz wasted my trip there....
- when leaving SE, my lower part of my leg started to itch... den the other lower part of the leg.... When i reached hm, my whole legs are full of rashes sia..... dunnoe is because of my morn jab or the dirty wind... chi say fong mou...
- 6pm went to work with FBT shorts cos of the itch... kanna another jab (Bufencon) by my doc.... she is an old female doc den jab till so damm pain la...
- at 9pm the itch get so much better and the rashes goes down already... phew... Its so unconfortable lahz....

14th Oct working in the morn 8am till 3pm...
- worked with my painful arm... so damm pain... 2 jabs in one day lahz... cant really imagine...
-after work went to meet Harry, Derrick, Alvin and his fren, kailing to sing K... dint really sing much cos not really in the mood to sing also....
- ate LJS for dinner, and got ma lued when chatting... first is Harry face got red cos of Derrick's comment abt him and kailing... den i laughed lo... then me and derrick's stuffs got said out by kailing lahz.... den my turn to face red... sianz~~~
- went hm with kailing while they guys walk their own way.....

Sway Week!!

2007-10-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

Sway Week!!

Damm BLUE AND GREY... Really dunnoe wad colour to use to describe my week / day. First is my phone got kicked by a banglah. Den now i jux wanna go cover the scratch by putting the hp skin so that i will not be able to see the scratch mark. However straight after i went collecting my phone, I CAN"T even ON my phone!!! What The Fucking Hell La!!! Sorry if I am kinda uncivalised by using these words... But I am really not in the mood now!!! The tupid Gmask personnel still gives tupid excuses such as my hp no batt (but i charged in sch and when i gave him it is still in full batt de lo) and followed by my screen got problem after asking a NOKIA shop (pls la.. SE phone ask NOKIA shop its lk no link at all lo.... Pls use the brain!!!) And i think i am too soft in my heart liao... Blur Blur den left the cart.... When i reached hm, I told my sis abt this prob and she says that i am Stupid to leave the cart jux lk that.. She said that I should have jux make a big fuss on the spot and asked for compensation.... *Which i think i should* sob sob sob~~ But thks to my sis... She sent an email out to the feedback website of Gmask and scolded them... Now waiting for them to reply but i dun think they will respond fast.. So meiz actually will be calling them ltr and complain to the manager straight.... See what they say... If cant get to argue on the phone den no choice, me and meiz gg down to Suntec to make a BIG FUSS!!!! *which i think we should* But only going to talk to the manager!!! Argh!!!!!!

ITS EITHER THEY HELP ME GO SE AND REPAIR OR ELSE I WAN A NEW PHONE!!!!!

2007-10-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

~NoT mY dAy~

Why things jux cant suit me?? Haiz, work ytd got problem, today got nagged by my mum when we are walking to buy my ice cream.... Den went to transfer $$ to my aunt for my face product. Jux when i finished transferred my $$ and walked, my phone dropped.... And 1 stupid INDIAN man kicked it lo... It end up sliding... FUCK him la.... Its my new one lo... W850i!!!!! Jux bought for less than 1 week lahz..... Day now is really damm down liao le lahz~~ Now my phone got scratches... Who got lobang to remove these scratches?? I wan it nice and beautiful la!!!! Sob Sob~

!!!!!!!!!NO MOOD!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

Dun ask where i take these photo from but i jux feel that it is damm not JUN GUANG in these 2 photos... That's why i feel lk blogging it to let everybody have a better look!!!

Hmm now come to my nice outing on the 30th Sept...

Met up with my Sec Sch Darlings for a shirt gathering... Took lots of photo... Will upload when they send me the photos alright!!! But nice time meeting them... Went far east and saw Wan Ling, she is working... Such a long time dint get to see her also liao... Since when taking O level results bahz... Had a nice chat with her too... Hmm we met till evening time den my Piggy Xian need to leave for her brother's birthday celebration... So left with me and Diana's bf.. Accompany them to go collect their shirts at P.S while waiting for Gao De to reach... Diana and his bf headed hm after gao de reached..

Went shopping with gao de... Surprisingly he bought 3 top and also 1 top for his sis... So good brother... ^Envy^ but anyway after shopping, went to meet Luis kor kor and by that time is ard 10pm liao... Den went to buy bread for dinner... Thks kor for ur treat... Had a very nice long chat with gao de and Luis... Havent been update on them... Hopefully able to meet up soon before they start their sch... Cos i know they will be damm busy... Mux Jia You orh kor and gao de... But i know u guys can do it de!!! Bout the accounting thingy, can ask me if u guys not sure k.. If i can help u i will surely help u... *doubt they will nt see this... but fren have heart communication also*

JG caught slping in class by ME!!!

2007-09-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

The Most HANDSOME Slping Position

See he slp till the mouth so OVAL~~~ nearly drool liao lo...

...........Let's Welcome our..........

(((((((Mr. Tan Jun Guang))))))

**PS: JG wans to include this "the handsome guy with the handsome pose"
JG, can see can liao rite... though it is not in biggest font... hahaz~~

2007-09-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

~Our Journey Starts Here~

~Welcome to the butterfly park~

~Now here comes our underwater world~

~Sky Ride~

~Now comes the sun tanning part for the day~

~Some of my very own photos~
**dun u dare to laugh k JG!!**

Us @ Night Safari

2007-09-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Darling Diana

Though i think that Diana will not see my blog but still would like to wish her a very happy birthday!! Hoping her wishes all come true and also happy with her bf forever!~

Now come to my blogging.... Today caught slping by sueann!! (refer to sueann's blog) So now would lk to defend for myself here... **I was waiting for my com to load so i jux wannna take a short nap while loading** Hahaz~! Thks ar sueann...

Had dinner last night with Xiao Bai at cwp.. Had MOS... Though we ordered at different time, we ordered the same meal.... OHHHH!!!! Drinks also the same lo... Ice Milk Tea~! But anyway had nice, full dinner and head hm for my maple again!!!

Yeah!~ Tml going to Underwater world, Beach, etc with Paul and Jessica (JY). Its the first outing with them actually.. Hope that it will be a fun day!~ Looking forward to that... but also looking forward to my zoo and bird park trip...

2007-09-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

Wonder what is he doing today?? Erm though we dint contact, hope that he is feeling better ba...

Today only read up on the presentation and some website that i had saved for the preparation for my slides... Haiz!~ But hardly get those informations into my head... WHY??!! Izzit because i am borned not to study?? or is my brain too lousy for those Clever Brains?? Jux hope that i can catch up with those Biomed students in my class...

Sianz~! Tml gotta work from 3pm to 11pm.. And MON will be stressful A&P class already.. Argh!! When can i relax myself and not having all these stressed mind???

I wanna go zoo and bird park!!! Hopefully that he could get the free ticket to go with me... waiting for his reply still.. But dun wanna disturb him cos he is stress too...Am i falling in luv with him??

2007-09-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

~Stress modules~

Argh!!! Prawn noodles (Haematology) and Anatomy & Physiology.. These 2 modules are making me so so so so dumb in class... This is because these 2 modules are for the Biomed classes de core modules and they had alrd learnt sth in their previous modules thus making them an advantage... However we in BioPharma, we know nth in this module at all.... So we are looking so dumb in these lessons..... Anatomy & Physiology (1st day lesson) already make me so noob... Haematology (4th day lesson) made me even more noob in class... Before the lesson can really start, they are already saying all the chim chim words and there is jux nth that i can add on without any prior knowledge.... What should I do???
*** Study even harder in UT or I should reseach more about the topic before everything***

In a Blue Day, especially STRESSED day, treating them as DESSERTS is e best way to soothe ur STRESSED feeling... because DESSERTS is sth that is sweet and also sth nice....
ps: welcome... this is sth the least i can do when u are stressed!~

Alright now gotta go research and read up more about these 2 modules already....

2007-09-21T12:05:00.000+08:00

TO ALL GALS OUT THERE!!!
HERE IS STH THAT I WANNA SHARE THAT MAKES UR SKIN BEAUTIFUL....
JUX LK MINE TOO
~JKJK~

The 3 basic essential for the face

This is to protect from Pigmentation when u grow older
(Being exposed under sunlight for too long will cause pigmentation. Therefore it is necessary for a sun block so to protect from the absorbtion of the UV lights)

Moisturizer makes ur face look smooth and also not dry (der)

This is toner to firm up ur skin to allow better absorb when u put other face product.

So now its time to know what to put first.

Step 1: Toner
Step 2: Moisturizer
Step 3: Sun Block

These 3 products plus a cleanser actually cost me $130. But the cleanser is actually more ex because it is in 1 LITRE form.... ** can use for ard 1 yr ba.. hahaz... if any gals out there wanna order, i can help in the ordering... got discount de orh!!!! heex....

2007-09-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

Its the second day of school already... Been tired these few days... Night cant slp well because of my sinus.. Guess i gotta ask my resident doc to ask what happen to my NOSE liao... The sinus is getting worse after a few mths of not using my nasal spray.. Dun tell me i have to use it for LIFE??? Hopefully i no need to go and see my ENT specialist (ear, nose and throat) again... Mummy told me that i went once for my nose...

Today even though it the E37H classmates again and it should be a happy day for most of us but well unhappy things still happens in our class.. Sher was down for today and Our dearest Yi Kai ge is also not feeling good inside himself... Hopefully that they will be back to their own happy person with lots of laughters on their face..

Love is always a thing that no one can know how to handle.. Perhaps i guess some ppl are meant to be loved and some to love other... Its best that both love each other... But well no one will know what will happen in the future anyway... Just lk my relationship... But i now able to put down already... Time is just the thing that is needed... Sometimes, its not for oneself to decide whether which is best for each other but the feeling will tell everything... So trust the feeling inside u and what u actually wan... In the end its u urself going through this relationship with ur partner and no one else...

Alright that's the end of the unhappiness stuffs.... Here comes the interesting part!!

?????guess what issit????

Its Fel and JG's 1 Mth anni

Congrat to the both of them

!!Wishing them always together!!

These are some of the photos that we took at the meaningful chalet that E37H had

look at our YiKai in the mermaid position

Playing twister... They are all tangled up...

2007-09-15T10:55:00.000+08:00

Our very nice 3 days 2 nights chalet ended with a very good bonding with all my close frens and we really enjoyed ourselves and shared alot during these 3 days 2 nights...

Me, drunk during the first night and also am the 1st to get drunk de... So pai sae and thks the rest for looking after me and tolerate my rubbish that night.. But think there are also others who are drunk after i am... Especially Shaun... But hope that he is feeling better after that night ba... But i know sometimes sth cant be forget so easily... Well let time takes its course ba.. Jia you orh~~!!

Knew that Gyeon got a gf for himself liao.... His EX gf is back together with him now... Wish him all the best and hope he will be happier ba... As for me, its time for me to jux wait for my Mr. Right to come meet me ba... In the meantime, i shall keep up to aiming for my good figure and also reflects....

Hmm got my results... Quite happy with my results.... It pulls up my overall GPA point....
G301 ------ A
GMP ------ B+
Lab Mag --- B
BioTech Marketing and Management ---B
Biotech Process ---C+

But still gotta Jia You for my next Sem de module....
Sianz is that 4 DAYS different class sia..... Some class still got some nice frens but some got suxy frens... New names whom that i dunnoe also.. Hope they are nice ppl to work with... GMP is EYY again... Hope it will nt be as boring as the last sem ba...

That's all for now... MONDAY starts a new SEM again....

2007-09-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Argh~ No time to BLOG!!! Been working everyday since 3rd of Sept.... And also Play my MAPLE so got no time to blog.... 4/9 work 8am to 1pm, 5/9 work 8am to 4pm, 6/9 work 6pm to 11pm, 7/9 work 6pm to 11pm, 8/9 work 1pm to 11pm and today 9/9 work 8am -2pm..... Somemore i today went to PUNGGOL work la... Imgaine i woke up at 6am in the morn to prepare myself to work and last night work till 11pm and its a 1o hours of work.... tml working again from 1pm to 7pm... But tue, wed and thurs got class chalet!!! Yeppy... Waiting for that day to come.... wow finally can rest and chill out with my E37H classmates liaoz!!~~ Alright after today's work, went to meet my pri sch fren @ harbourfront... Went to eat our lunch together and talk really lots of craps... About my clinic's patients because she is going to her attachment TML.. and its onli $300/mth... So damm little... Somemore is at the hospital pharmacy.. So shared with her some of my experience in my clinic... Hmm after that went SHOPPING!!! I spent lk going to $100 liao for today's clothings.... Muz not spent too much liao though i earn abit more for last mth's working time... But all the clothes i really lk den i buy de and is after i walked all the shops and see the prices den i decide wad to buy.... So guess at least its better right spending the least i could but it is still so damm ex!!! Bought 4 pieces in total... so even out each is only $25 ba.... haha... Today work at punggol, there is a patient threw the medications at us when we told him that total is $37... Guess tat stupid man only wans MC!!! Shit him la... Also cannot throw at us wad~~ So damm rude lo... In e end only charged him for the consultation fee... Rich ppl really damm F up la... thought got $$ den can be so so rude de lo.. As if we owe them lk tt... Hmm guess its abt it... Juz hate patients lk this!~~

Photos taken on the 2nd Sept with Jing Kang

2007-09-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

Photos taken on the 2nd Sept with Jing Kang

speak no evil, hear no evil and see no evil

~The Muackz Photo~

PX belated birthday BOX!!

+++++ The Master Four ++++++

33333 Three-soms Photo 3333333

LesBian Photos

Individuals Of Us

2007-09-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today gathered with my 3 besties whom we call ourselves "jing kang". Xue Jing, Pei Xian, Diana and Me!! Went to sing K-box today from 11am to 2pm... Since more than half a year we dint meet up already... And finally we met up today... Xue Jing is now in NTU studying marine time... Wow, thinking of tt, in secondary time i did heard from her that she is interested in this area... And now she is taking this course... Glad for her... Jia You k ah ma... Wish u all the best in this course... After singing K- box, xj left to meet her family members and the rest of us went to take neo-print... after neo-print, went to meet the rest who are : Royston and his gf, PX's bf, Diana's bf and gyeon... can see all are attached except me and gyeon... haiz... but seeing all my frens and kor having their xin fu with them, i am happy for them and jealous at the same time... Where's my XIN FU???!!! awaiting for HE to come ba... After met up, went to IT fair and then for dinner.. after dinner, we all got no idea where to go thus we head hm... Thks diana and px for accompanying take train... so sorry for their bf gotta follow them... anyway had a great day today... muackz gals, i luv u....

Raining Kills My Test!!!!

2007-08-30T15:44:00.000+08:00

Raining Kills My Test!!!!

Today's TP............ Not successful~~ FAILED!! Haiz~ mood down by 100% now.. Sorry to all those who wishes me good luck and also sent me sms... Disappointed all of u... Espeically myself... Spent so much but still cant pass... Failed cos of heavy rain den i cant see the pole properly... den actually one pole drop but not i make drop de.. i think the person before i use make drop den dint take it up.. causes me mixing up why there is no 2nd pole.. haiz... den i anyhow turn lo.. den hit the kerb cos cant get in both the parallel and vertical parking... both parking tried 3 times but only one time which is the parallel parking i can get in... which is a anyhow try turning here and there to get in de.. Haven even get to drive outside and the tester asked me to go back liao... sian!!~~~ 2 immediately failure and with 24 demerit points..

Thought that it wouldnt rain after it rains so heavily in the morning and early afternoon... When i go back to office to wait for my turn to be called, its still sunny de lo... But when i was down to my instructor's car, the rain comes again... somemore is as heavy as the morn rain.. wow liao... really damm suay la.... den after my test, instructor fetch me back to jurong, on the way, its sunny lo... the RAIN actually STOPPED!!! argh..... really down in my mood........ now wad i can do is practice more ciricuit ESPECIALLY RAINING DAYS!!!! so that i can be prepared...

Thks to my frens who ask me to cheer up... Well need time to actually cool down and take it as a trial test for me ba..... now at least i noe the feeling of TP is lk...

~My TP tml~

2007-08-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

tml 30th Aug my TP

woo~ my TP is tml.... 30th Aug 2007 (300807) Argh!!! 1st time taking this test... taking test on the road... different from jux writing on a piece of paper or tapping on the screen... OMG!! so scary isnt it?? on sunday (26th Aug) went circuit... mount kerb twice on the S-course... wow liao... first time and 2 times mount kerb la... see TP coming still can mount kerb... lk this can fail liao lo without going out on the road!~~ today drive on the road.. go through 4 roads, deducted 30+ point... (road hogging alot of time, 1 time dint check blind spot, turn too slowly, when overtaking too near the car beside me, ) argh.. lk tt dun need to pass liao la... somemore today already very little cars liao leix... teacher told me alot today to prepare myself for tml... tml will go in circuit 1 more time to practice before the real test at 13:55... hopefully i can slp well tonight.. cos tml 11:45am need to go circuit liao... den str take test... wow liao.. hear le also will stress lo... anyway, thks fel for wishing me good luck... i will try my best de.. wish myself good luck too...

2007-08-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

27th AUG 2007

Hahaz.. now its my photo... Took on the 25th aug night and went to slp in this suit..

Haha isnt it nice and SWEET??!!

Its the suit that my mum wore during her pregnant period at night...

There is a pants actually but it is TOO big for me le..

The top is free size and it can be tied round and round.. tts y i could wear it...

2007-08-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

27th Aug 2007

hahaz... couple of stuffs to update to my blog... firstly will be JJ birthday celebration on the 23rd Aug 2007...

Hahaz... Yeppy!! Steam boat is wad we had for our dinner...

Its at bugis..... yum yum...

On the left is chicken soup and on the right is medium spicy soup

Joy, Li Cheng and JJ enjoying their food....

Wow!! See JJ so concentrate in picking the nice food... *drool drool*

Hahaz now let us enjoy the funniest part alright.... But well no hard feelings for some photos..

Look at Li Cheng's FACE!! He ate the spicy and its hot.. So he's struggling to swallow now... hahaz...

Eh~ where's Li Cheng? Isnt he suppose to be beside Joy??

Hahaz~ Here he is.. He is being blocked by Joy...

Li cheng is jux too small for Joy...

Opps.. Is that suppose to mean sth....???

I dunnoe~~

And we eat till the Ladel dropped into the soup and we dunnoe until JJ was stirring the soup and found it in it.... OMG!~!!

Alright, This is JJ's BD cake...

Happy birthday JJ... U're 21 already.... the OLDEST of all...

The BIRTHDAY BOY!!!!

KONG JUN JIE

Can see that JJ is squatting rite... cos Li Cheng is just too short.. hahaz...

Here comes the girls photo....

Ting, Me and Joy...

BD boy with our present

It's a fun day indeed!!!

Aim N I Will Target

2007-08-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

Aim N I Will Target

Knowing that u are doing fine and also getting on with ur normal life and looking for the one whom u really luv, i should be happy for u.. all the best to u and also jia you orh... I will now also try to go on with my life and i shall not miss or put my luv onto u anymore.. But for me, it really need alot alot of time.. Cos i really still cannot forget our past, thus i am not able to head for the future but now i will target my future.. Haiz~ Luving someone is indeed a very torturing.. So now i will wan to be luved rather than luving ppl le... It will be much more happier this way ba.. Maybe after ppl luv me then i luv them... All these while, i tend to luv that someone first or we both luv each other together.. So now i shall make it an exception and see if it really works well for my relationship anot.. So i'm luving myself now until someone is there to luv me ba...

About JJ's bd celebration de photos, i will update again cos i'm having problem transferring the photos into my com... So pls wait for a few days ba...

+Another day to pass for me+

2007-08-22T16:50:00.000+08:00

+Another day to pass for me+
Going to work soon already after writing this blog. Long time dint come in to write blog also le.. Lots of thing happening to me in the night and made me got no mood to write. Had been watching koren series and ya its those which will made ppl lk me cry always de.. And also after watching I will keep thinking somethings that i shouldnt think about. I just finished watching this show.. Its indeed a nice show and i learnt a phrase in this show: "sometimes together, sometimes alone. But in anyway i still miesses u." Its a nice phrase right that suits my feelings.. I really wish that my relationship is like the korean show.. Even though in the end, the gal died because of cancer. I dun mind if i were to have this kind of love life.. Its something that i always wanna have.. But too bad, i dun have.. cos i dun have cancer ba... haiz... alright, shall end here le.. time to work to distract myself... :(

想拥有爱情!

2007-08-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

想拥有爱情!
Wanting to fall in love is so difficult... After falling in love it is also difficult... difficult to forget and let go.. to want a guy to luv me is also very difficult... to do whatever is also very difficult.. life is just in a difficult mode.. cant it be like game whereby we are able to choose easy, moderate or difficult mode? i jux wan simple, easy life.. why mux it be so complicated?? till now i still cant forget.. i already try my very best to not think of u and also keeping myself busy... but i need rest too.. i need the someone to keep me accompany and fill my life still... and tts U!!! though i keep telling myself that i have to forget u and go on with my life but i really cant... really wish that we can be back one day...

_A Tiring Day_

2007-08-19T00:12:00.004+08:00

*_*A Tiring Day*_*
Its really a tiring day today... worked for 15 hours today from 8am to 11pm.. phew finally reached hm and rest.. tml not working.. dunnoe wad shall i do also.. well tml den think about it ba.. now down with me and fel not yet take our TP.. hope the two of us will pass den JG will be the live directory for me and fel liao... hahaz... but JG: "Jia you" still k.. dun sae i very bad k.. haha...

!?Life Without Sueann In Class?!

2007-08-17T00:11:00.001+08:00

!?Life Without Sueann In Class?!

Today becos my dearest sueann did not come to sch today, i was so "alone" lo.. Due to wad?? haiz.. say le i heart ache sia.. that fel and JG lo.. two of them today lk SUPER GLUE lk tt kept talking and chatting.. as if they are just in their own world.. even call her, she also dint hear me.. sob sob~ so today kind of alone.. So i went down wif Justin to ta bao food back class and eat instead.. Cant expect me to eat with the 2 love birds also wad cos Shaun, Mel they all nt eating.. Miss Sueann so so much today.. Somemore hor our dearest felpig going hm tt time say byebye le den door also close le but still looking inside the window.. of course is see her dearest JG la!! Cant stand the 2 of them lo.. Aiyo, u two faster be together la..

I'm So So Tired Today

2007-08-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

A tiring day

Well, becos of the PP submittion, i actually slept at 3:30am this morn. Woke up at 8am to bring my mum to see the doc at Polyclinic. And PPL, the consultation at the polyclinic increased!!! $8 for adults and $4.40 for children below 18 and senior citizen. WOW!! i feel that other than the cost of medicine is cheaper, the consultation is alomost going to be the same as private clinic. My clinic is already $12. And the waiting time at private clinic is not as long as the Polyclinic. By the time we waited for our turn, my mum and i went in for not more than 5min, and we were out of the consultation room. Kaoz lo... Total its about $12.70 including 2 medicine and 1 cream for muscle ache. My mum regret seeing the doctor. Because she can get it for FOC at my clinic. The doc at the Polyclinic actually say the same thing as my resident doctor. My mum though she would want an X-ray tts why she went to the polyclinic but the doc say no need X-ray. By the time we are back hm, its already 12pm. Imagine 4 HOURS??!!! Again i dint get to rest cos I still got soem parts of my PP report to do. So i completed before going to bath and head for my driving lesson. Argh during driving, i almost drive past a traffic light that shows red. I dint noticed the red traffic light at all. Its my instructor helped me to brake de. Guess this is because I am too tired le ba. So after driving i jux head hm for a good slp. Wake up submit my PP report. Its indeed a busy day for me. Hope to slp well tonight.

^n^ WhEn WiLl iT bE oVeR ^n^

2007-08-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

^n^ WhEn WiLl iT bE oVeR ^n^

I am really very tired but I really can't get to slp well at night. Whenever I am turning in and lying on my bed, I will think of our past, the things that we done, the words that he wrote to me. He really matters to me alot. But we are unable to be together anymore. We now don't have any more future. Once we really really decide that we are going to be husband and wife. We are going to be together no matter what happen. But all these still let us come to an end for our relationship. I will remember you for the rest of my life. U had already craved ur name deep down in my heart. I know i can't find another guys just lk u anymore. I recalled the days where we really had fun being together, how u actually give in to me when I am mad, how u care and concern about me. Even my frens really envy me that even we are together for so long, we still lk sms almost every min. Now my phone are almost put aside and there are no contacts anymore. There is just no reason to look at my phone for now. Nobody will sms me at all. Its gonna take alot of time for me to forget u. Or perhaps there will be no this day where u will be forgottened by me at all. I really wish all the best for u and thks for making my 2 yrs 3mths 27days so wonderful and memorable one. Take care my fren (Gyeon). U will always be missed by me & my family.

moody day

2007-08-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

Its a moody day when i create this blog
{I wish for a better day}

babbyphia

*Feelings^

~1/2 day at AH!~

~Mixture~

Fun, Funs, Funss~

~It's been a long time~

how sweet can older couple be?

How well do u know this gal??

~Alot Alot~

1st post in Sept~

I'm a Pharmacy Technician~!

^Tian Ji Zhou Feast^

@ work~

Updates are here~

Will tml be a brand new day??

Why izzit that whenever i feel lousy i will jux wanna post??

~I Give Up~

~new email add~

M'sia Trip with A.H pharmacy tml....

15++ km...... Woosh~

Lots Lots....

i'm back

^_My Bird Park Trip_^

Annual Dinner 2008

HaHauPs

~A Long Update~

~Its Over And Done With~

??!!!WHy Why wHY??!!!

~MJ and movie session~

Untitled

~~~UuPpDdAaTtEeSs~~~

Not blogging for a year

Good News.... I dun need to suffer FOR THE TIME BEING....

Is It normal to have this OUTcome??

My New BlogSkin Today

Blood Test, Blood Test & Blood Test~~

Babby Xiang Xiang

Hope Everything Is Really Settled~~

Can anyone tell me where is my life directing to????

Sway Week!!

JG caught slping in class by ME!!!

Photos taken on the 2nd Sept with Jing Kang

Raining Kills My Test!!!!

~My TP tml~

Aim N I Will Target

+Another day to pass for me+

想拥有爱情!

*_*A Tiring Day*_*

!?Life Without Sueann In Class?!

I'm So So Tired Today

^n^ WhEn WiLl iT bE oVeR ^n^

moody day

~UuPpDdAaTtEeSs~

_A Tiring Day_